oh lord. i ran into an ex tonight. at a mate's party. see, unfortunately and regrettably and all that, he's a year younger. and let's call him j. and my best mate and her little sis held the party and he was here. and i'm still here. and it's awful. he was watching me all night, and i remember that we used to vow to each other that we'd look after each other alway6s and stuff. and it's awful. i'm terrible.
mind you, he probably got off lucky, i'm so gross and disgusting. i'm ugly and i'm fat and im' horrible. he's probably been sat there thinking thank god i didn't end up with her. she makes me want to vomit.
i hate jmyself so m;uch. wihs i could put a knife to jmy skin and forget it all.
but i'm still at miss best mate's house. sob.
in the morning then.
sob.
i hhat eme.
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