So. I'm back at uni. Have been for a month. Being without he boy is difficult. Being without friends is difficult. Particularly since the events of April.
The course is more work but that's fine. I think I just need to socialise with everyone more. It's just it's so difficult to connect with people now. Maybe everyone feels like that. Or maybe it's just me.
I do need to make more of an effort. My friend (ex boyfriend also) thinks I need to have counselling. Or have a course of antidepressants. But I find that thought too scary.
I will resolve to try harder though.
I'm sat in a computer lab, almost entirely alone apart from one person. It's quite nice. it's starting to get cold outside which is nice too.
Sometimes I worry if my boyfriend is just with me for sex. If he even misses me. Why hasnt' he visited me yet?
Maybe he'll finish it. I'll keep the receipt for his christmas present.
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