I feel like my life is a big fat mess right now. Part of me knows I'm being a bit stupid, because I have just about the biggest safety net I could have, in terms of my parents, and I'm probably going to graduate university with at least a pretty alright degree.
But I just have no idea what to do with my life, and this feeling of having no path to follow is so scary, and lonely and it freaks me out a little bit. My whole life has been a bit of a no-brainer up until now. School was really easy for me, then sixth form was alright. I always knew I'd do A-levels. And I always knew that after that I'd go to uni. But that's where the plan finishes and I have to actually do some soul-searching figure out what I want.
And I'm pretty hopeless at knowing what I want. Apparently I'm someone that lies to themselves and doesn't ever think about the important things. Even when I think about them, I'm only surface thinking.
So I'm not sure how to get past that.
I'm driving myself crazy. I really hope I get some inspiration pretty soon, because this year is going to fly by, and I need to sort it, like now.
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I wouldn't know where to begin.
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