I've been sat in my house crying for most of the day. I don't want to return to uni. I'm scared of not being around my very close group. I've come to rely on them even more of late. Also, my boyfriend didn't want to see me tonight, or tomorrow. So today was the last time i'll see him for about 3 weeks. It was extremely underwhelming, as goodbyes go. 

If he doesn't want to see me, I should just let him do what he likes. Why am I obsessing over this?