feeling positive :)

So, after all the fretting, the wondering and the woe, me and the Boy are no longer Me and Mr Boy. He decided that the age difference (small but problematic nonetheless) means that we are looking for different things in this world, and that the timing is unfortunate.
It was a very mature way to end the relationship, I must say, but we all have to grow up eventually.
I am now the proud owner of a vibrator!! I know, how exciting. Me and my best friend and her sister all went into town to purchase them, after some lovely lovely cocktails in our most frequented bar. It's all very exciting. Perhaps being single again will not be so bad.
It's also not that bad, because now me and the boy are no more, he is being much more friendly and affectionate, which is enjoyable because I do like him very much as a person, not just as a boyfriend. So hopefully a new path has been forged for us. I remain optimistic about this.
Being at home has also helped my head I think, 1) getting away from the boy, 2) seeing the best friend lots and 3) not having to pay for anything and getting home cooked meals and laundry done et cetera.
Hurrah for feeling positive and enjoying life, with all its twists and turns.