This feels really strange. I'm sat at my desk, in my bedroom. I just got off the phone to the local doctor's surgery. I'm going in to get the morning after pill. I've never taken it before, but last night the condom broke when me and the boy were doing the hawaiian. 

It felt so strange last night. I was really really high, and all I could think of was that his sperm had burrowed into my egg, and was growing and growing. I had this awful paranoia that I'd wake up in the morning with a 9 month foetus falling out of me. 

Why does this feel like such a huge thing? It's not like I'm waiting for an abortion or anything.